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This blog is owned by ICLICK;
GIRLS who meet each other in STC.

CURRENT MEMBERS; AMANDA, CARMEN, FELICA, GERALDLYN, JOYCE, MELANIE, RACHEL, XINYI.

Saturday, January 07, 2006

/11:23 PM

okay.
for now, i shall update on the blog.
since most of us are busy nowadays.
and i doubt we'll have the time to meet up and stuff.

past two posts were posted by geraldlyn.
and this time, i'll probably have to say some things.
and before i say,
i have to clarify myself that i ain't pointing
my fingers at anyone.
neither am i gonna say it's anyone's fault.
it's EVERYONE'S fault.
if one in the clique falls, we all fall.
isn't that what it's suppose to mean?

question to think about.
do you think that our clique is as united as before?

to me, it's not.
the answer is quite obvious.
i agree with geraldlyn that our clique seems
to be splitting into two.
it seems that we are no longer as close.
even during the holidays.
or probably before that.
ashley, angielina and rachel;
zhenyi felicia geraldlyn carmen melanie and me.
anyone disagree?
just speak.
sometimes, do you realise that members
of the clique,
they don't give a damn about what they do?
they really do things for the sake of doing it.
what's the point?
we keep things among each other.
what's the point?
gossip about others in the clique.
what's the point?
it ain't gonna help in the clique's bonding.
okay, probably sometimes,
things should be kept maybe to one or two people.
but don't you think that
a clique, it's actually to get to know each other better?
to get to know each other well?
but all these things, doesn't seem to apply anymore.

sometimes, it's really heartbreaking to see that
the clique is splitting into two.
it's no longer a whole as what you guys think it is.
sometimes, i really wonder.
is our clique gonna hold out any longer?

the previous clique meeting.
i called everyone out.
i wanted to question a few questions.
and after you guys say that our clique has always
been the same,
i kept all these to myself.
christmas gift, it did happen.
but, i realise.
it was actually for the sake of doing things.
no point i thought.

after saying all these,
do you want the clique to break?
or do you want to see it be like the past.
when those happy times were present.
our clique broke once, because of me.
and probably, it was because of
some mis-communication.
and i don't want to see it happen again.
do you think it will happen?
or do you think people will drift away slowly.
and after that, the whole clique thing it's over.
and it'll become a history.
i want it to at least last till we get to end of next year.
and i hope it will.

think about what you are doing now.
have you forgotten about the clique?
have you drifted from the clique?
have you got smth to hide from the clique?
think about it.
just think.

-amanda

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